Doggy Dog Dog

I hate these hoards of ideals formed so predictably from trends and concepts that have been around long enough that any positive impact they once made on society is done and absorbed so that now a bland foamy light brown sludge of intense fervor is frothed out of the mouths of unbelievably naive people whose eyes have a steely glint of righteous conviction so overwhelming I want to lay down and die because there is no way that i can see of arguing with a well meaning idiot.

Also I want a dog because a) I will feel safe with a dog b) it will force me to be out and about twice a day c) it will be my friend d) it is a good aspect of home security. The only negatives i can think of is it might dig up my newly planted flower bed and that i might be a negative influence on a dog, the financial and physical responsibilities might be too much for me, but that's not my view that's what other people have said. I think I would be good for a dog.

I cried at footage of a live show of Mumford and Sons today, the one where the audience is singing and there was and advertisement that said "Are you human" and for a second i felt great and connected because yes I was human, being a useless crier and all but then something snapped and changed and I wasn't sure anymore and I felt dead and even more useless, like I'd never make anything or feel anything real. because nothing exists very much and I'm the least convincing of all creations.

But I might just feel that way because I haven't washed dishes or clothes or self for too long and now I'm sort of trapped in the house by an awareness of my own filth. If I had a dog to come to the laundromat with me and whose need to be walked made being presentable enough to leave the house a priority then I think that would work out. It would be like having a braving heart dog. Get it?

I saw a beautiful husky cross on the pound website, I think I could take really good care of her, I felt a simpatico with her, even before I saw her bio which said she had some behavioral problems. Ok enough for now. The new house has a big backyard by the way. so a husky would have enough room to run around.